CHRISTMAS

CHRISTMAS

It’s that time again when we all are supposed to enjoy the day and our family and friends.  Some people of course don’t have any family or friends to speak of and some of us are so fed up or hurt there is little enjoyment to be had anyway.  That is always sad but what is worse is those of us who are going through the early stages of Grieving for a lost loved one who no one really understands.  Grieving is a particular and hidden pain which never leaves the body, leaves no scars just sad soul which is beyond understanding and that pain never leaves us.  It pops up at this sort of time or sometime in the middle of the night when we suddenly wake up and wonder why, where did that come from.  I recently remarried a little soon after the loss of my previous wife.  I thought I was okay but the new model doesn’t always work the same as the old model.  My new wife told me recently she also suffered from PTSD from things in her past but in the beginning she told me about her Fibromyalgia which I’m told is impossible to treat except with pain killers in volumes which under normal circumstance should kill a person.  I can not cope very well with the Fibro because every part of a woman’s body seems to be part of one large erogenous zone and if you touch the wrong spot on the wrong day or at the wrong moment there is an instant trip to hell without warning.  Of course many woman and some men have been abused and if that has been serious abuse such as throttling or poisoning or psychological the chance of making a mistake are multiplied by a factor of at least 12.  So here I am keeping my mouth shut which is just a bad as opening it because what is wrong gets all twisted in the mind due to psychological damage caused by abuse.   And now we have a name for it such as PTSD which means we have a treatment from which a river of money flows to someone else.  So where does a normal bloke leave his fingerprints.  All I know is that taking pain killer drugs is a road to total ruin and trying anything new is almost like calling on Satan to help with what is Satans work, which is where this shit comes from as far as I can tell.  What is worse is when others offer advice which is like accepting witchcraft.  When God made the human body he made a perfect person who only needs good food, clean water and love.  But go to a doctor who will find almost anything wrong with the patient and also the doctor will claim that this part or this bit isn’t working and really in all circumstances the human body doesn’t really need that or this part in today’s world so the money train is turned to help only those don’t need any more help.  In truth God gave us all those parts for us to become the complete human experience and their removal or replacement is just the sort of thinking which leads us to make believe AI comes true but it never works because the human experience is more than just that information and by cutting into the body we never enable the billions of nerve ends to join up together again in the correct sequence and pretending we can do that is nothing more than make-believe and the creation of a Frankenstein monster.  Even a witch doctor knows that, and so the witch doctor seeks out a solution or solutions from all around us.  Of course those people who move away from home to a new environment before their body is fully grown, they come to rely on ‘experts’ when the only expert on the human body is God Almighty which is why Christian leaders rely on the power of Jesus and call on him in prayer to help.  But once the knife goes in we are weakened forever.    Of course all pain is only registered in the brain and the doctors know this but they can only identify the place or the part of the body where it seems the pains arises.  The brain is so powerful it is connected through tens of thousand of nerve endings which start at the injury and end somewhere in a brain cell.  So treatment relies on dumbing the brain down until we hit the spot and that works until the chemicals in the treatment wear out.  So we know that this treatment will last for perhaps 5 or 6 hours or something, so in 6 hours you take more medication or the pain comes back.  Except the doctor keeps filling his bank account so the doctor is happy but offers only false sympathy.  But Fibro pain may be only psychological in which case there is no physical injury to treat so we have developed a science called Psychology which is just like rubbing bullshit into the brain cells in the hope the brain cells will explain to the so called injury that bullshit is the answer.  So off we go to the Naturopath who can’t help except provide us with Vitamins which may help the damaged nerves communicate differently with the brain.  The next step is get advice from people who claim to be your friends who look things up on the Internet.  Will fat chance of that being useful.  So Christmas comes and the pain in the brain remains and sitting around as a family or with friend we hold hands and pray to Jesus that relief is coming.  But universal intelligence and love too often forgets to visit.

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